I wish I could take it all back.
Take every memory, touch, and smile back
but instead they stack higher and higher
only to crash down at warp speed on my heart.
I am constantly being repaired only to be torn
apart again, I think that at one time I loved you
but lust and love are identical twin brothers with
only subtle differences. I wish I could see through
you just as you now see through me, but every time
I see you everything rushes back and I am enveloped
in a title wave of thoughts and confusion. Never the less,
what we have done is beautiful and what I dream of
for you and I, is probably something too big for you to fathom..

2. Giant steps- john coltrane